How’s my health?

September 3rd, 2006

Boy does time fly! I just realized yesterday it’s been 5 months since “the accident”. It’s time to tear down the above photos and get some new, positive stuff up.

While I want to show people you can succeed, no matter what, I don’t want to define myself by my injury, or anything from my past. Whatever’s past is passed, I want to focus on the beautiful, ever-changing present.

So here’s the current state of my health.

1. I’m still grounded from skating…Until I can walk and run (a way’s out, there’s not enough stability for skating).

2. I’m still grounded from running…until I can walk pain free, running’s a way’s  out.

3. I’m grounded from walking for a few more days. I should be able to start “walking” again on Thursday. However, that doesn’t mean I’m back on crutches, I’m just not hitting the trails or wracking up the miles.

4. My leg strength is WAY down. I was much stronger WHILE on crutches. Getting off of crutches has been a major challenge. I’m off of them, and pretty-much limp-free. However, it’s created tendonitis in my knee and ankles just from walking. So I’ve had to try and get these conditions under control FIRST, then I can start getting speedy again!

5. My balance is great. I’ve been doing alot of one-legged balance work (along with Pilates). Though I’ve had to cut back on this for the last two weeks, the balance is still looking great. Gotta have some positives in there, and this is one of them!!!

6. My core strength is going great. The Pilates work I’ve been doing with some amazing runners has been a lot of fun. It will pay off BIG dividends in the future.

7. My swimming’s been going really well. I’ve slowed down this week because I stopped kicking and began using all pull-buoys (dragging my legs and pulling with my arms). It’s fatigued my shoulders. But the swimming’s been going great too!

8. I twisted backward my right foot (stronger foot) two weeks ago. I’m told I should be limp free from that minor boo-boo in another week or less. I’ve gotta remain vigilant and careful in my comeback attempts.

9. My weight’s at a post-college low…a svelte 136.5 pounds today. I’m lean and mean, but where are my legs???

10. My mind’s looking for other adventures in addition to skating. It may still be a while before skating again (this is taking longer than expected to rehab) and I wonder if I’ll be gunshy given the severity of my “injuries”. I was told by the x-ray tech last week I had the worst femur break she’d seen in 30 years….now to me, that doesn’t mean I won’t make a full recovery, but I sure don’t want THAT ever happening again!!!

So that’s the state of the body from here…It’s doing great, but has a ways to go…but hey, I’m just about limp free, and soon enough, I’ll be wracking up the miles…It really was a minor speedbump in one way, and a MAJOR gift in another.

It’s been a life-changing experience, ALL for the better.

Please have a great evening everyone, and remember, no matter the challenge, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF and you’ll OVERCOME!!!

I love you all!

~Michael

 

Happy Sunday Everyone!!!

September 3rd, 2006

What a beautiful Sunday it is! I hope you’re all enjoying a beautiful day!

I’ve been on a real productivity kick the last few days. I’ve been decluttering my environment lately, and it’s helping declutter my mind.

Among other things, I’m trying to get a podcast going on here for a weekly broadcast of something or other. Stay tuned and see how this comes together! I’ve also been getting new uniforms to wear (temporary for training, but inspirational to wear) and met with the new coach….amazing, I’ll have to share the story!!! And I’ve been listening to audio books, doing more guided meditation, and all sorts of fun stuff.

And I’ve been having a ton of fun training with friends at the gym!

So life is good.

Here’s a beautiful quote for the day:

You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, ‘I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.’ You must do the thing you think you cannot do.

It is from Eleanor Roosevelt…Truer words were never spoken.

Have a beautiful afternoon, everyone. I’ll try to update about training and the new coach shortly. The great news is, we’re making progress!!!

Whew-hew!!!

~Michael

 

 

Good Morning America!!!

August 31st, 2006

Good morning everyone!!!

It is much easier to update my blog now. Whew-hew!!! Now I can get to this much more regularly. But right now, I must go walk my dogs. It is very late (for me to be getting out). However, I am taking an easy morning. I’ve been pushing myself very hard (more mentally than physically) and I was exhausted last night. So I’m starting today slow.

It’s not how you begin the race, but how you finish that matters!!!

Make it a great day everyone!!!

~Michael

Yeah!!! Updating my blog just got easier!!!

August 30th, 2006

Too cool!

I just found a way to set my home page to my “write post” blog page. I love it when there’s a system in place to make something easy to do. I wouldn’t be surprised if this greatly increases my postings in days to come.

Whew-hew!!! I know, let’s hear it for the little things. They sure do make life fun!

~Michael

Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and visualize, visualize, VISUALIZE!!!

August 30th, 2006

 

Hi Everyone!!!

How’s your evening treating you???

Admitedly, I’m exhausted. It’s been another long, productive day.

 

 

I’m still trying to work the kinks out of things, it’s been a challenging few weeks. One of the problems is I’m struggling to be a creative writer in the mid-day hours. I usually do well at this, but with my reduced training, my brain can’t quite get in “the zone”. I do my mid-day meditation, but I’m still not quite there. Hopefully this will come back as I get further into my training.

 

 

If not, I’ll find another way. There’s always a way to make lemons out of the lemonade!!!

 

 

A few weeks back I boo-boo’d my right foot. It’s about 60% now, almost enough to start my walks again. My left knee STILL isn’t thrilled with full weight bearing, and it lets me know if I try to use it. But thankfully, the limp is fully gone (minus the sore RIGHT foot now). But we’re ALMOST there!

 

 

My balance is now better than ever. And I’m a sprightly…or dare I say (with a deep masculine voice) dainty 137.8 pounds. I say “.8” because this is the first time I’ve been healthy and under 140 since racing inEurope during college…

Europe during college… 

 

 

In fact, I just received new training uniforms (all triathlon stuff, I’m scaring myself here!!!) and I need a SMALL cycling shorts.

 

 

Let’s look at a timeline here:

Spring 2004 – Shorts XXXXL – Waist 32 – pant size (for thigh) 40.

Spring 2005 – Shorts XXL – Waist 30 – pant size (for thigh) 36

Fall 2005 – Shorts XL – Waist 29 – pant size 32

Early Spring 2005 – Shorts XL – Waist 28 – pants 32

Post Injury Spring – Shorts L – Waist 27 – pants…unknown.

PRESENT – Shorts Small – no other measurements taking.

 

 

Help, I’m shrinking!!!!! 

Technically, I got light to make it easy on my joints (and fractures) to heal and recover. But I don’t want to lose anymore. I told myself 135-140 was the lowest I’d go, and I feel like I’m THERE. Now I want to get back in the gym, hit the weights heavy, and put on a little bit of LEG again.

 

 

I’ve been training some friends at the gym lately (pilates, swimming, balance-work, stretching, even some visualization). It has been a blast!!! It’s great to have people to train with, and perhaps even mold. It’s very motivational.

 

 

I’m still getting up before the crack of dawn, though sometimes I struggle so much to write in the day, I find myself (like now) writing at 8:40 when I SHOULD be getting ready for bed…so I’ve often been up between 5 and 6, though as the training picks up I’ll work my way down.

 

 

Did I mention, tomorrow’s a big day. I hope I start working with a new coach tomorrow. I’m looking forward to putting humpty-dumpty back together again. I’m chomping at the bit to try out my new skates from Rollerblade (course I need to get them loaded with SmartWheels for brakes first!!!) and I’m dying to get out trail running (I love running above tree-line in the fall). I’ve set a one month goal to hit the vertical trails. Is this doable? I don’t know. I did ten minutes on the StairMaster (level 1) two days ago…so that’d be a big jump. We’ll have to wait and see.

 

 

I’m really looking forward to getting out of the business of coaching myself. I believe we can all benefit from an accountability partner, someone who’s a better, impartial observer of our situation. I’ve been reading a lot about “mastery” lately too…and it’s something you can’t accomplish alone. No man is an island…This is certainly STILL an area for me to work on, either I struggle to bring the right people into my life (to help) or I martyr myself, unable to help because I don’t want to burden them with more…

 

 

I know what I’ll do…I’ll add it to my visualization work. Seriously, what you think about is what you bring about…So I’ll imagine receiving the help I need, and let the universe connect the dots for me…Helping others, love, abundance, health, athletic achievement, writing, and speaking…all areas of focus for my heart…

 

 

Have a beautiful evening everyone…Find your passion, keep it in your heart, and if you stumble (or struggle, as I’ve done a bit over the last few weeks) don’t dwell on it! Dust yourself off, don’t pick on yourself, keep focused on your end result, smile, and get going!!!!

 

 

Everything DOES happen for a reason.

 

 

I love you all. Have a blessed evening.

 

 

Peace.

 

 

~Michael

 

Targets, Goals, Bobby McGee, Yuko Arimori, and Motivation!!!

August 27th, 2006

There’s nothing like seeing an olympic champion in the morning to get you going. This morning I was training as usual at the local recreation center. It’s nothing too serious in the morning, just Pilates, balance work, and a little swimming. This morning I met Yuko Arimori(spelling?) after my swim. She’s a two time Olympic marathoner from Japan and more than a bit of a local (and Japanese hero). She’s someone who’s faced adversity and has used everything to help her help others. I believe she runs a company or foundation whose sole purpose is to help those in need. She’s amazing!

For the last few weeks I’ve been inundated with work, mainly of my own creation. I’ve been polishing the College Guide, writing for ADDitude magazine, and have started a second book about this spring’s adventures (or how I’ve been inspired to come back). It’s been a lot of work, and honestly, I think I’ve been missing the boat a little.

 

There’s an amazing book I’m reading write now I’d recommend anyone read. It’s "Magical Running" by Bobby McGee. http://www.bobbymcgee.com/ Though the book is geared toward advanced runners, I think running can be used as a metaphor. In the book Bobby describes goals and targets. To him, a goal is having fun on your runs, or enjoying nature, or living an amazing life, and your targets are things like "running a 30 minute 10K" or "qualifying for the Olympics." The trick is, in life, to focus on these "goals" not the targets.

And honestly, for the last few weeks I haven’t been enjoying myself enough, because I’ve been to target driven. In other words, I’ve been missing the "big picture" and it’s that "big picture" that drives me to live, love, recover, and enjoy life. I CAN’T let that happen.

I’ve been pushing myself too hard, and I’ve started to crack. 10 days ago I fell in training. Not-to-worry, it’s not serious at all. And I’m thankful for that, I was given a second chance. I slipped in rainy conditions on some mud and bent my stronger foot backwards. It’s another of a series of miracles in my life, the foot didn’t break. But 10 days later I’m not up to walking much yet, and it’s quite the crimson quilt of colors.

I must enjoy each minute of each day. I must enjoy my writing, my training, my time with friends, my meditation. Squeezing it all in at the expense of EVERYTHING is NOT the answer.

So that’s where I’m at now. I’m about to enjoy a beautiful breakfast of salad, strawberries, and high protein cereal, I’m icing my foot and my knee, and then I’ll go out and ride, and enjoy the day. I’ll make to sure to write, I’ve got a magazine article due tomorrow, but I’ll also remember to take better care of myself. I’ve only got one me. So I need to take care of him the best I can.

And THAT, Bobby McGee, is my goal.

Thank you!

Have a wonderful beautiful day, everyone. I love you all, and may all find happiness today, in this moment, here, today.

~Michael

 

Circumventing Spam - Press Delete to Continue!

August 26th, 2006

Hi Everyone,

I’ve put some new spam-filters in place and we’ll see how they work. If you’ve sent in a comment or email or anything to ADDAmerica.com and no action has been taken or response received, please resend it. I hated to do it, but I had to clear out the accounts to give this another go. I had 6200 emails to go through TODAY. That’s a bit out of my league!!!

~Michael

Blog Drowning

August 26th, 2006

Hi Everyone!

I’m way behind on my blog as I’ve been drowning in an attack of spam that I just can’t seem to halt. I had one day with over 2500 emails!!! Ever try sorting through 2500 emails???

So now I’m posting again, but I have no idea how to allow anyone to make a comment on here. If it goes to the email, it’s outta here.

So let’s see, it’s late August, and I’ve been doing well, though by all standards it’s been a bit of a tough month. I relish the challenges, AND beautiful things keep happening, but PHEW!!!

Where do I begin???

Owwiee Zowwiee, what a beautiful test!!!

July 31st, 2006

Today is a beautiful test. I just hope it’s not pass/fail.

I’m still trying to work out the bugs on this whole —walk without crutches— thing.

It’s been up and down over the last two weeks. Saturday was great. I did two short hikes for a total of 5 miles, plus an hour of riding, an hour of swimming plus other exercise.

Yesterday was a rest day. I did an easy 30 minutes of swimming, an easy 1/2 mile walk, and pilates.

Today I’m tighter than an overstrung violin. I went to go hiking and my feet felt great. But soon after I started my back tighted up, then my legs, then my feet. Last, but certainly not least, my foot began to swell!!!

It was hard to stay upbeat when my foot started burning. I got a little cranky though I gave thanks for having strong, healthy, happy feet.

I’m better now, but I have to figure this out.

Good thing I THINK I have PT this morning.

I’m laughing, it’s one heck of a challenge!

Good morning all!!!

~Michael

 

LOVE LIFE AND LET LIFE LOVE YOU

July 29th, 2006

Now I’m starting to cry.

Life really is beautiful. Sometimes we just have to stop fighting it, turn the page, and enjoy the surprises that await us.

NO MATTER WHAT.

I love you all. Please have the most blessed Sunday of your life.

~Michael